Oh , merciful heavens , was i not accessory to his death by my supine insensibility , by my contempt for him , not remembering , or not willing to remember , that it was for my sake he had become a traitor and a perjurer 噢,仁慈的上帝!他的死不是我促成的吗?因为我因循麻木,瞧不起他,不愿意记得他是为了我的缘故才犯下变节叛卖的罪行。