我自作自受 meaning in Chinese

i've had my share of sand kicked in my face

But i deserved it ,
不过那也是我自作自受
I don t blame you , gentlemen - far from it ; i don t blame anybody . i deserve it all
我不责怪你们，先生们不光如此，我谁也不怪，是我自作自受。
I found indeed some intervals of reflection , and the serious thoughts did , as it were endeavour to return again sometimes , but i shook them off , and rouz d my self from them as it were from a distemper , and applying my self to drink and company , soon master d the return of those fits , for so i call d them , and i had in five or six days got as compleat a victory over conscience as any young fellow that resolv d not to be troubled with it , could desire : but i was to have another trial for it still ; and providence , as in such cases generally it does , resolv d to leave me entirely without excuse
为此，我必定会遭受新的灾难。上帝见我不思悔改，就决定毫不宽恕地惩罚我，并且，这完全是我自作自受，无可推诿。既然我自己没有把平安渡过第一次灾难看作是上帝对我的拯救，下一次大祸临头就会变本加厉那时，就连船上那些最凶残阴险最胆大包天的水手，也都要害怕，都要求饶。