But he said it warn t no use , nothing but to be dead and done with it all could do him any good ; though he said it often made him feel easier and better for a while if people treated him according to his rights , and got down on one knee to speak to him , and always called him " your majesty , " and waited on him first at meals , and didn t set down in his presence till he asked them 不过他说,这于事无补,除非人死了,一了百了。不过他又说,要是人家按他的名分对待他,对他说话时,双膝跪下,并且总是称呼他“皇上” ,吃饭时第一件事是侍奉他,在他面前非经面谕,不敢坐下。如果那样的话,他总会感觉到舒服一些,好过一些。