意气消沉的 meaning in English

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He continued . after a youth and manhood passed half in unutterable misery and half in dreary solitude , i have for the first time found what i can truly love - i have found you . you are my sympathy - my better self - my good angel
他继续说， “在一半是难以言传的痛苦和一半是意气消沉的孤独中，度过了我的少年和成年时期后，我第一次发现我可以真正爱的东西一我找到了你。
The guarded glance of half solicitude , half curiosity , augmented by friendliness , which he gave at stephen s at present morose expression of features did not throw a flood of light , none at all in fact , on the problem as to whether he had let himself be badly bamboozled , to judge by two or three low spirited remarks he let drop , or , the other way about , saw through the affair , and , for some reason or other best known to himself , allowed matters to more or less . .
他出于友谊，就对斯蒂芬投以关怀与好奇交加的谨慎目光。然而未能弄明问题，确实一点儿也没能弄明。从斯蒂芬所吐露的意气消沉的三言两语来看，这个青年到底是被狠狠地捉弄了一番呢，还是截然相反：尽管已经看穿事情的本质，出于只有他自己才最明白的理由，却多少加以默认。