On a dark , misty , raw morning in january , i had left a hostile roof with a desperate and embittered heart - a sense of outlawry and almost of reprobation - to seek the chilly harbourage of lowood : that bourne so far away and unexplored 一月的某个灰暗阴冷雾气弥漫的早晨,我带着绝望和痛苦的心情一种被放逐和几乎是被抛弃的感觉,离开了这个仇视我的家,去寻找罗沃德阴冷的避风港,那个遥远而陌生的地方。