我无法阻止我自己 meaning in Chinese

i can't stomyself

You know i can't help it, and i'm always sorry afterwards .
你知道我无法阻止我自己，但事后我往往又很抱歉。
I forced myself not to call you and i preyed to god for you not to pick up the phone when i couldn ' t stop myself from calling you while being drunk knowing nothing about nothing
我强迫了我自己不要再打电话给你，同时当我喝醉，糊里糊涂，我无法阻止我自己打电话给你的时候。