思绪混乱 meaning in Chinese

arcane conundrum

This is not simply chaos thinking
这不是单纯的思绪混乱
Very ill , frighted almost to death with the apprehensions of my sad condition , to be sick , and no help : pray d to god for the first time since the storm off of hull , but scarce knew what i said , or why ; my thoughts being all confused
想到自己生病而无人照顾的惨状，不禁怕得要死。自从在赫尔市出发遭遇风暴以来，我第一次祈祷上帝。至于为什么祈祷，祈祷些什么，连自己也说不清楚，因为思绪混乱极了。