心痛欲裂 meaning in Chinese

dechire
torn apart

But when the dying creature is a man and a man dearly loved , then , besides the horror at the extinction of life , what is felt is a rending of the soul , a spiritual wound , which , like a physical wound , is sometimes mortal , sometimes healed , but always aches and shrinks from contact with the outer world , that sets it smarting
然而，即将死去的是人，而且还是自己的亲人，那么在亲人将死之前，除了有恐怖感觉之外，还会感觉到心痛欲裂和受到精神创伤，这种精神创伤和肉体创伤一样，有时可以致命，有时也可以平静一些，但内心永远是疼痛的，难以承受外界的刺激。