当这个过程开始 meaning in Chinese

but as it works its way on in

I don ' t want to kill the designer that was in charge of the shoe when this process started , because i understand it ' s difficult , but you know me , i ' m an honest person so i ' m going to tell you the truth of how it went down
当这个过程开始时，我没有想要干掉负责这双鞋的设计者，因为我理解这个很艰难，但是你们也知道我，我是个诚实人因此我要告诉大家所有的事实。