席慕容 meaning in Chinese

xi murong

I was already 46 years of age before i stepped on to the home land , the inner - mongolia left in me from this world is far away from one that is correct , complete , detailed , or accurate , the culture , either ; i mean , why no one tells me this of such beauty
席慕容：我觉得在我46岁踏上故以前，这个世界没有给我一个正确的内蒙古，没有给我一个完整的、仔细的、正确的内蒙古高原的草原文化。