而是明明无法抵挡这股想念 meaning in English

yet pretending

But when plainly can not resist the yearning , yet pretending you have never been in my heart
而是明明无法抵挡这股想念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
The furthest distance in the world is not being apart while being in love but when plainly can not resist the yearning yet pretending you have never been in my heart
世界上最遥远的距离，不是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起，而是明明无法抵挡这股想念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
The furthest distance in the world is not when undoubtedly knowing the love from both , yet cannot be together , but when plainly can not resist the yearning , yet pretending you have never been in my heart
世界上最遥远的距离，不是明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起，而是明明无法抵挡这股想念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里。