猜疑心 meaning in English

suspicion

We are so at the mercy of our minds that even when we find that the spiritual teachings strike a chord inside us , and move us more than anything we have ever experienced , still we hold back , because of some deep - seated and inexplicable suspicion
我们对自己的心是如此仁慈，甚至当精神教法在耳边弹奏美妙的乐音，给我们前所未有的感动时，我们还是退缩不前，因为有一些根深蒂固和令人费解的猜疑心把我们阻挡住了。