渴念 meaning in English

yearning

All the old love and longing for him welled up inside her .
往昔对他的热爱与渴念又全涌上她心头。
It may be a craving of the fever which burns in me , a dream born of sleepless nights , an effect of my ravings ; but even if i have to become a trappist monk first to manage it , then like monsieur de rance , once i have seen , i shall see
这可能是发高烧时的渴念，不眠之夜的幻梦，谵妄发作时的反应至于在看到她之后，我是不是会像朗塞先生那样成为一个苦修士，那要等到以后再说了。 ”