无法放手 meaning in English

can't let go when i keewondering

In the shadow of my reverie . a distraction to forget the need . i can ' t let go
沉溺在白日梦的影子里.忘记我需要的东西.我无法放手
Even though i want to quit the web , i can ' t let go by instinct . it ' s all because of you , baby
虽然我想离开网络，但出于本能的，我竟无法放手。亲爱的，这都是因为你。
But what s this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too ? i say that shit just clownin dogg , c mon - how fucked up is you
冲出寂寞让我拥有重新被爱的感受抓紧我抓紧我我已无法放手等待你对爱我的要求