斗胆建议 meaning in English

venture to suggest

I had much ado to get away . if i may venture to suggest , your excellency
我好不容易才脱身，钧座，卑职斗胆建议”
And so , i dare suggest that the composer would do himself and his music an immediate and eventual service by total , resolute , and voluntary withdrawal from this public world to one of private performance and electronic media , with its very real possibility of complete elimination of the public and social aspects of musical composition
之故,我斗胆建议作者,对他本人及其音乐作一立即且是终极的服务,就是:全然,毅然,自愿得,从公众世界撤退成私下演奏与电子媒体,以期能完全除去音乐创作的公众与社会层面