把它留给自己 meaning in English

i keep it to myself

Yes , funny you should mention it , it was so strange for a panda to have an eye patch , no one wanted it , but i thought it was special , so i kept it for myself ; that was the only toy i ever had , in fact i still have it with me , it ' s like an old mate , how did you know about it
有啊，真巧你提起它，那只熊猫有个眼罩真是奇怪，没人要它，但我觉得它很特别，所以我就把它留给自己，那是我唯一拥有的玩具，事实上我还留着呢，它就像个老伙伴，你怎么知道它的