我渐渐长大 meaning in English

as i'm gettin' older y'all people gets colder

Are you always gonna be there when i grow up , are you
当我渐渐长大，你会一直在那里么？你会么？
I had grown a lot and all the swimming had given me shoulders
我渐渐长大，游泳让我有了宽厚的肩膀。
However , as i grew up and experienced life s trials and tribulations , i began to feel that it was impossible for everything to be as one wished in this world . on the contrary , eighty to ninety percent of things go against our wishes
当我渐渐长大，经历了一些事情以后，我开始感到人活在这个世界上，不但不可能事事如意，恰恰相反地，不如意之事，十有八九。