愿而生 meaning in English

born from a wish

Well , and then ? said the other voice again , what then , if you do a dozen times over escape being wounded , killed , or deceived before that ; well , what then ? why , then prince andrey answered himself , i dont know what will come then , i cant know , and dont want to ; but if i want that , if i want glory , want to be known to men , want to be loved by them , its not my fault that i want it , that its the only thing i care for , the only thing i live for
又有一个心声说，那以后呢，如果在这之前你十次都未负伤，未阵亡，或未受人欺骗，那以后怎么样呢？ “那以后”安德烈公爵回答自己提出的问题， “我不知道以后会怎样，我不想知道，也无法知道，设若我有这种心愿，我希望获得光荣，希望成为一个知名人士，成为一个备受爱戴的人士，我怀有这个心愿，唯一的心愿，我为这一心愿而生，要知道，我并无过错。是啊，为这一心愿而生！