思绪不宁 meaning in English

feel perturbed

Here at home , at every turn , around every corner , inside every cupboard , i could always remember my past , and this kind of reminiscence makes me feel so tired that i could hardly act properly , and all i can do is walking aimlessly from room to room
走过每个角落，打开每个食橱，转身驻足间，我一次次地面对过去，思绪不宁，及至疲乏不堪，我还是漫无目的地逐个房间走着。