心前的 meaning in English

precardiac
precordial

Before initiation , i expected everything to be perfect . however , my limited capabilities only brought self - inflicted pain
印心前的我，常喜欢凡事要求完美，但由于能力有限，反而造成自己的痛苦。
After the retreat , when master was speaking with a group of disciples in the kitchen , brother chen took the opportunity to tell master about his quest for the truth
结禅后，有一次当师父在厨房与一群同修谈话时，师兄有机会将印心前的求道历程向师父诉说。
The time before my initiation was full of painful longing . when i finally received initiation i realized for the first time who or what that strange sun and its attendants were . it had been my beloved master
印心前的那段日子我一直非常非常渴望印心后，我才恍然大悟，原来那个奇妙的太阳以及旁边的天佛祖众菩萨等，就是我挚爱的师父呀！