壮志未酬 meaning in English

have one's wish [ambition] frustrated; die before the fulfillment of one's ambition [aspiration]; with one's lofty aspirations unrealized

Retreat after retiring , lived to produce very big change with individual interest as a result of the profession , the profession of from long - term insecurity rule lives , turn suddenly to what do not have the rule , laches to retreat retire the life , suit hard and produce angst , not know what to do , have feeling of a kind of lose , some thinking that oneself are energetic , lofty ideal did not propose a toast , can be competent completely to work formerly , let be retreated now can produce lose move , still can have spend gently depressed , think oneself by abandon , hit colour , pessimistic , insomnia without essence of life
退离休以后由于职业生活和个人爱好发生了很大变化，从长期紧张而规律的职业生活，忽然转到无规律、懈怠的退离休生活，难以适应而产生焦虑、无所适从，有一种失落感，有的认为自己精力充沛、壮志未酬，完全能胜任原工作，现在让退下来就会产生失落感，还可有轻度抑郁，认为自己被遗弃，无精打彩、悲观、失眠。