哀求的眼光 meaning in English

imploring glance

Several times , in situations where i behaved with unspeakable cruelty , marguerite looked at me with such imploring eyes that i reddened at the role i had chosen to play , and came near to asking for her forgiveness . but my repentance never lasted longer than a flash of lightning
有几次在我卑鄙残酷地折磨她时，玛格丽特用她苦苦哀求的眼光望着我，以致我对自己扮演的那种角色感到脸红，我几乎要求她原谅我了。